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_ CHAPTER IV Sir Peter was gruff at the breakfast table. The hurriedly written telegram, or his hasty reading of it, had led him a wild-goose chase. To find your host concealing surprise as he shakes hands, and to learn, at the end of ten minutes of feverish cordiality, that you were invited to dine the following night, is never comfortable, even at the home of an old friend. When two hours on a train each way are involved, and loss of one's sleep as well----! A bleak east wind, this morning, too, and Sir Peter was Jarndyced as to that quarter. Worst of all, Phyllis looked like her mother, with her hair over her ears, like that; the likeness always irritated Sir Peter, but this morning it was particularly striking. He accepted her morning endearments graciously, but Phyllis was glad the toast wasn't cold. She recognized unpropitious portents. John was shown into the library at ten, sharp; his chin had come to his rescue. He gave Phyllis a bright look, and led up to the business in hand promptly. Sir Peter, savoring his cigar, "The Times" spread over his knees, invited the young man to be seated; the young man preferred to stand, and did, very straight, his back to the fireplace. His eyes were large and serious his color high; his hands were behind him and the nervous fingers couldn't be seen. Phyllis viewed her champion with approving eyes, and sat on the edge of her chair. "I am afraid my errand won't be an agreeable one to you, sir," John began. "I am sure it wouldn't be to me if--if I were you. But I must tell you my story from the beginning, if you are willing. You knew my father and something of my family. The people of his parish were tremendously fond of him. He gave them all of himself. He died poor, of course, and left me a good name and two hundred pounds a year. The countryside came to his funeral. The faces of the men were streaked with tears, as they stood by his grave, and women wept openly. I had letters of sympathy from every county in England, from Canada, and from far-away India. His spirit was as gentle as a child's; but he welded men and women to him as with bonds of steel. Yet he had never tried a cause, nor built a bridge, nor saved a life as a physician, nor laid one down as a soldier. He hasn't even left a sermon in print, for he never wrote one." John hesitated. Sir Peter rustled "The Times" uneasily. Phyllis sat perfectly still, waiting. "My father taught me more than I learned at Magdalene, and he gave me my ideals. Perhaps they are unusual, but I believe they are true. They may be told in a few words,--to face life fearlessly, live it cleanly and fully, and use it to what end one's conscience and one's talents direct without too much regard for the careless opinion of the world. I haven't anything behind me that I am ashamed of. I am far from being ashamed of my profession though I admit it has seemed to require defense rather often since I came to London. My father encouraged me to adopt it when I suggested the idea to him. I will tell you what he said to me. It was this: 'All work is fine. Of course, I think labor in the Church of God is the finest. But every profession offers opportunities for useful service; and trade is honorable to honorable men. But, John,' said he, 'one imperishable poem is worth more to mankind than all the gold and silver stored in the stronghold of the Bank of England. You may never write one, but a lifetime devoted to trying will not be wasted.' That was what my father said, sir." "That would be like him as I recall him," said Sir Peter shortly. He had no inkling yet of John's errand. He was disposed to be generous to this quixotic young man for his father's sake. Phyllis wondered how any one could look at John or hear him speak, and not love him; but she had momentary pangs of foreboding; a vague presentiment of impending unhappiness. "I settled his few affairs,--he did not owe a penny,--and I came to London. There had been some correspondence between Dr. Thorpe and my father, and I called at Saint Ruth's. I thought I saw a chance of touching a larger life and of doing a little good; I have given some of my afternoons and all of my evenings there ever since. Dr. Thorpe is a brick, as you know, sir; he and his wife have been very kind to me. I was rather lonely at first, and--all that. My mornings I devote to my profession. I think I have made some progress, if only in finding the wrong ways of putting words together." John smiled. "There are a great many wrong ways and I am finding them all, one by one." Sir Peter concealed his impatience; the dull ache in Phyllis's heart continued, she knew not why. "I met Miss Oglebay at Saint Ruth's some months ago. I think I must tell you, sir, that from the very first moment I loved her." Sir Peter half rose from his chair, in his sudden astonishment. "The devil you say!" he gasped. "Upon my word, this is effrontery. You amaze me, Landless. You must have lost your senses. My niece"--he turned to Phyllis. Something he saw in her face diverted the torrent "Has Landless spoken of this to you?" he asked grimly. "Yes, Uncle Peter. He told me yesterday that he--he cared for me, and we both hurried home to tell you, but you were----" Sir Peter was out of his chair, and on his feet, now. "You spoke to my niece before you came to me, Landless; knowing that I had met you--not more than three times, at most; that you had been in my house but once?" His voice was raised, his scowl threatening. "I am sorry to have seen so little of you, sir," said John. "But I have seen a great deal of Phyllis." "Where, sir?" demanded Sir Peter. "At Saint Ruth's, and in its neighborhood," John answered evenly. "We have worked there together." "How long has this been going on?" Sir Peter had regained control of himself, but his fine face was distorted. Phyllis's hands were clenched tightly in her lap. She was very pale. "If you mean how long have we been meeting each other there, and going about in the neighborhood together----" "I think my meaning is clear, sir." "About four months, then. It seems a short time, but we have seen each other almost every day." "Landless, you are a sneak," said Sir Peter quietly. "You are a damned sneak." John's face flamed; he started as if struck by a whip. "Oh, no! Uncle Peter!" cried Phyllis. "Oh, no, no! Uncle Peter." "Leave the house, Landless." "But Mr. Landless is my guest!" She was as pale as death, now, and breathing hurriedly; her eyes were unnaturally large, and there was a stricken look in them. "You heard what I said, Landless." The voice was unyielding. John moved toward the door, chin up and shoulders squared. Phyllis intercepted him swiftly, and put both hands appealingly on his arm. "Wait a moment, John. Oh, wait a moment for my sake, John," she pleaded. "I can't," said John. "You know that I can't." "Ah, but you must, John, for my sake; for my sake." She linked her hands closely about his arm and turned to her uncle. John, facing the door, moved slowly toward it, trying gently to disengage her hands, and forcing her to walk a step or two backward as she spoke. "I must ask you to apologize to Mr. Landless, Uncle Peter," she said earnestly. "Whatever fault there has been, if there has been any, is mine. I have often spoken to you of meeting Mr.--of meeting John at Saint Ruth's. But I see now you didn't realize how often I went there, nor that I was with him so many of the times. I should have told you, Uncle Peter; the fault was mine, not John's. I am sorry, Uncle Peter, and I ask you to forgive me. But you must apologize to John." She looked at the stern face entreatingly; the doorway was very near. "Oh, John," she implored, "I beg you to wait a moment; just a tiny second. Uncle Peter will tell you he didn't understand." John stopped, and stood facing the doorway his back turned to Sir Peter. They waited in silence; the slow ticking of the tall clock could be heard. "I love him dearly, Uncle Peter," whispered Phyllis. Ah! Valentine Germain; pretty, dead Valentine Germain; your daughter is wonderfully like you now. "I ask you to wait, Landless," said Sir Peter. His next words were calmly spoken; deliberate passionless; the more awful for that. "I have known one reckless marriage, Landless, and one is enough for a lifetime. There is a taint in all of this of which you know nothing. This unhappy child's father was a fool. Her mother was a shallow, soulless, shameless creature--and worse. Her----" "It is a lie!" cried Phyllis. "A cruel, cruel lie! God pity you, Uncle Peter, and forgive you. I am sorry for you; I am sorry for you. You have nursed those bitter, black thoughts in your heart for so many years that they have poisoned your life. But you have soiled my mother's memory for the last time in my presence. Never, never again!" A great sob choked her. "I am going to leave you, Uncle Peter. I am grateful to you for many years of generous, loving kindness. Indeed, I do not forget them; indeed, I am grateful. But I cannot stay here any longer. I should be miserable--wretched if I stayed. I cannot breathe in this room--in this house." She rocked her body as if in pain. She would have said more, but---- "Go, then!" said Sir Peter, through set teeth. Phyllis ran from the room and out of the house, bareheaded; John snatched his hat and stick in the hall and overtook her as she fled through the iron grille. They ran together a short distance. Then Phyllis slackened the pace to a rapid walk. She was breathless, her hands pressed to her heart; a maid distraught. Pitiful, inarticulate little cries escaped her from time to time. John walked beside her, silently. They passed through the gates of the park, and she walked more slowly. Slowly, and still more slowly they wandered, aimlessly, under the leafless trees. She turned to him at last, her lips blue with the cold. "You must take care of me now, John. I have no one else," she said quietly. _ |
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