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Chapter 22. In Which I Walk And Talk With Helena |
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_ CHAPTER XXII. IN WHICH I WALK AND TALK WITH HELENA It was nine of as fine a winter morning as the South ever saw when at last, having passed without pause all intervening ports, we found ourselves at the city of New Orleans. Rather, in the vicinity of that city; for when we reached the railway ferry above the town, I ran alongshore and we made fast the Belle Helene at a somewhat precarious landing place. I now called Peterson to me. "It's a fine morning, Peterson," said I. "Yes, sir, but I think 'tis going to rain." (Peterson was always gloomy.) "You must go down-town, Peterson," said I. "The through train from the West is late and just now is coming into the ferry. You can take it easily. We have got to have still more gasoline, for there is a long trip ahead of us, and I am not sure what may be the chance for supplies below the city." "Are you going into the Gulf, Mr. Harry?" "Yes, Peterson. You will continue to navigate the boat; and, meantime, you may be quartermaster also. I shall be obliged to remain here until you return." The old man touched his cap. "Very good, sir, but I'm almost sure not to return." "Listen, Peterson," I went on, well used to his customary depression of soul, "go to the ship's furnisher, Lavallier and Thibodeau, toward the Old Market. Tell them to have all our supplies at slip K, below the railway warehouses, not later than nine this evening. We want four drums of gasoline. Also, get two thousand rounds of ammunition for the twelve gages, ducking loads, for we may want to do some shooting. We also want two or three cases of grapefruit and oranges, and any good fresh vegetables in market. All these things must be ready on the levee at nine, without fail. Here is my letter of credit, and a bank draft, signed against it--I think you will find they know me still." The old man touched his cap again but hesitated. "I'm sure to be asked something," he said somewhat nervously. "Say nothing about any change of ownership of this boat, Peterson, and don't even give the boat's name, unless you must. Just say we will meet their shipping clerk at slip K, this evening, at nine. Hurry back, Peterson. And bring a newspaper, please." "Is any one else going down-town?" asked Peterson. "I may run into trouble." "No, we shall all remain aboard." He departed mournfully enough, seeing that the ferry boat now was coming across with the railway train. I continued my own moody pacing up and down the deck. Truth was, I had not seen Helena for more than twenty-four hours, nor had any word come from the ladies' cabin to give me hope I ever would see her again of her own will. My surprise, therefore, was great enough when I heard the after cabin door close gently as she came out upon the deck. When last I saw her she had been in tears. Now she was all smiles and radiant as the dawn! Her gown, moreover, was one I had never seen before, and she, herself, seemed monstrous pleased with it, for, by some miracle, fresh as though from the hands of her maid at home, she knew herself fair and fit enough to make more trouble for mankind. "Good morning," said she, casually, as though we had parted but lately and that conventionally. "Isn't it fine?" "It is a beautiful picture," said I, "and you fit into it. I am glad to see you looking so well." "I wish I could say as much for you," said she. "You look like a forlorn hope." "I am nothing better." "And as though you had not slept." "I have not, Helena." "Why not?" her eyes wide open in surprise. "Because I knew I had either hurt or offended you; and I would do neither." "You have done both so often that it should not cost you your sleep," said she slowly. "But if you really want to be kind, why can you not have mercy on a girl who has been packed in a hat box for a month? Let me go ashore." "Can you not breathe quite as well where you are, Helena?" "But I can't walk." "Oh, yes, you can; and I will walk beside you here on deck." "But I would like to pick flowers, over there by the embankment." "The train is too close," said I, smiling grimly. Her color heightened just a little, but she did not answer my suspicions. "Please let me walk with you over there," she said. "I used not to need ask twice." "Our situation is now reversed, Helena." "Please, let me walk with you, Sir!" "I dare not. We might both forget ourselves and go off to New Orleans for a lark without Aunt Lucinda." "Oh, I am going to call Aunt Lucinda, too." "Pardon, but you are going to do nothing of the kind. Even with her as chaperon, did we get down there in the old city once more, like the children we once were, Helena, we would forget our duty, would, perhaps, forget our purpose here. Mademoiselle, I dare not take that risk." "Please, Sir, may I walk with you over yonder for just a little time?" she said, as though it were her first request. She was tying her quaint little white bonnet strings under her chin now. I raised a hand. "You ask a man to put himself into the power of the woman he loves most in all the world. When a man needs resolution, dare he look into the eyes of that woman, feel her hand on his arm, have her walk close to him as they promenade?" "Dear me! Is it so bad as that?" "Worse, Helena." "Then I am to continue a prisoner in that hat box?" "Until you love me, Helena, as I do you." "As I told you, that would be a long time." "Yes! For never in the world can you love me as I do you. I had forgotten that." "If only you could forget everything and just be a nice young man," said she. "It is such fun. This dear old town, don't you know? Now, with a nice young man to go about with Aunt Lucinda and me----" "How would a man like Calvin Davidson do?" I demanded bitterly. "Very well. He is nice enough." "I suppose so. He is rich, able to have his horses and cars--even his private yacht. He can order a dinner in any country in the world, or tell you the standing of any club, in either league, at any minute of the day or night. Could I say more for his education? He has two country places and a city house and a business which nets him a hundred thousand a year. How can he help being nice? I do not resemble Mr. Davidson in any particular, except that I am wearing one of his waistcoats. Also, Helena, I am wearing a suit of flannels which I have borrowed from John, his Chinese cook. You can readily see I am a poor man. How, then, can I be nice?" "No one would see us here," said she, sublimely irrelevant, as usual. "There are some little yellow flowers over there on the bank. Maybe I could find some violets." There was a wistfulness in her gaze which made appeal. I could not resist. "Helena," said I suddenly, "give me your parole that you will not try to escape, and I will walk with you among yonder flowers. You look as though just from a Watteau fan, my dear. It is fall, but seems spring, and the world seems made for flowers and shepherds and love, my dear. Do you give me your word?" "If I do, may I walk alone?" "No, with me." "I'll not try to take the train. On my honor, I will not." I looked deep into her eyes and saw, as always, only truth there--her deep brown eyes, filled with some deep liquid light whose color I never could say--looked till my own senses swam. I could scarcely speak. "I take your parole, Helena," I said. "You never lied to me or any other human being in the world." "You don't know me," said she. "I used often to lie to mama, and frequently do yet to Aunt Lucinda. But not if I say I give my word--my real word." "When will you give me your real word, Helena? You know what I mean--when will you say that you love me and no one else?" "Never!" said she promptly. "I hate you very much. You have been presumptuous and overbearing." "Why then should you promenade with me?" "Fault of anything better, Sir!" But she took my hand lightly, smiling as I assisted her down the landing way. "But tell me," she added as we made our way slowly up the muddy slope, "really, Harry, how long is this thing to last? When are we going back home?" "How can you ask? And how can I reply, save in one way, after taking the advice of yonder pirate captain, your blue-eyed nephew? He says they always live happy ever after. Listen, Helena. Gaze upon this waistcoat! Forget its stripes, and imagine it to be sprigged silk of a day long gone by. Let us play that romance is not yet dead. These are not cuffs, but ruffles at my wrists--for all Cal Davidson's extraordinary taste in shirts. All the world lies before us, and it is yesterday once more. The Mediterranean, Helena, how blue it is--the Bermudas, how fine they are of a winter day! And yonder lies motley Egypt and her sands. Or Paris, Helena; or Vienna, the voluptuous, with her gay ways of life. Or Nagasaki, Helena--little brown folks running about, and all the world white in blossoms. All the world, Helena, with only you and I in it, and with not a care until, at least, we have eaten the last of our tinned goods of the ship's supplies; since I am poor. But if I could give you all that, would I be nice?" "Would that suit you, Harry?" she asked soberly; "just gallivanting?" "You know it would not. You know I want no vacation lasting all my life, nor does any real man. You know it was yourself that forced me out of my man's place and robbed me of my greatest right." "Yes," said she, "a man's place is to fight and to work. It's the same to-day. But," she added, "you ran away; and you lost." "But am I not trying to recoup my fortune, Helena? You see, I have already acquired a yacht, although but a few weeks ago I started in the world with scarcely more than my bare hands. Could Monte Cristo have done more?" "It isn't money a woman wants in a man." "What is it, then?" "I don't know," said she. "Oh, come, we mustn't go to arguing these things all over again! I'm weary of it. And certainly Aunt Lucinda and I both are weary of our hat box yonder. That's what I asked you, how long?" "As long as I like, Helena, you and your Aunt Lucinda shall dwell there. What would you say to three years or so?" She seemed not to hear. "I believe I've found a four leaf clover," said she. "Much good fortune may it bring you." "Let me try my fortune," said she, and began plucking off the leaves. "He loves me, he loves me not; he loves me, he loves me not." "There!" she said, holding up the naked stem triumphantly; "I knew it." "It would be a fairer test, had you a daisy, Helena," said I, "or something with more leaves; not that I know whose has been this ordeal. Suppose it were myself, and that you tried this one." I handed her a trefoil, but she waved it aside. "I will try to find you a four leaf clover for your own, after a while," said she, and bobbed me a very pretty courtesy. Angered, I caught at the stick I was carrying with so sudden a grip that I broke it in two. "I did not know your hands were so strong, Harry," said she. "Would they were stronger!" was my retort. "And were I in charge of the affairs of Providence, the first thing I would do would be to wring the neck of every woman in the world." "And then set out to put them together again, Harry? Don't be silly." "Oh, yes, naturally. But you must admit, Helena, that women have no sense of reason whatever. For instance, if you really were trying out the fortune of some man on a daisy's head, you would not accept the decree of fate, any more than you could tell why you loved him or loved him not. Why does a woman love a man, Helena? You say I must not be silly--should I then be wise?" "No, you are much too wise, so that you often bore me." "Nor should he be poor?" "No." "Nor rich?" "Certainly not. Rich men also usually are bores--they talk about themselves too much." "Should he be a tall man?" "Not too tall, for they're lanky, nor short, because they get fat. You see, each girl has her own ideal about such matters. Then, she always marries a man as different as possible from her ideal." "Why does she marry a man at all, Helena?" "She never knows. Why should she? But look--" she pointed out across the water--"the train is leaving the ferry boat. Isn't that Captain Peterson going aboard the train?" "Yes, Helena, I've sent him down-town to get some light reading for you and your Aunt Lucinda--Fox's Book of Martyrs, and the Critique of Pure Reason--the latter especially recommended to yourself. I would I had in print a copy of my magnum opus, my treatment on native American culicidae. My book on the mosquito is going to be handsomely illustrated, Helena, believe me." She turned upon me with a curious look. "Harry," said she, "you've changed in some ways. If I were not so bored by life in yonder hat box, I might even be interested in you for a few minutes. You used always to be so sober, but now, sometimes, I wonder if I understand you. Honestly, you were an awful stick, and no girl likes a stick about her. What do girls care which dynasty it was that built the pyramids?--it's Biskra they want to see. And we don't care when or why Baron Haussmann built the Boulevard Haussmann in Paris--it's the boulevard itself interests us." "It is the fate of genius to be cast aside," said I. "No doubt even I shall be forgotten--even after my book on the culicidae shall have been completed." "--So that," she went on, not noticing me, "there is that one point in your favor." "Then there is a chance?" "Oh, yes, for me to study you as you once did me--as one of the culicidae, I presume. But if you would listen to reason, and end this foolishness, and set us all ashore, why, I would be almost willing to forgive you, and we might be friends again,--only friends, Harry, as we once were. Why not, Harry?" "You wheedle well," said I, "but you forget that what you ask is impossible. I am Black Bart the Avenger, and the hand of every man is against me. I am too deep in this adventure to end it here. Why? I did not even dare go down-town for fear I might be arrested. Nothing remains but further flight, and when you ask me to fly and leave you here, you ask what is impossible." She stood for a time silent, a trifle paler, her flowers fallen from her hand, clearly unhappy, but clearly not yet beaten. "Come," said she coldly, "we must not be brutal to Aunt Lucinda also. Let us go back." "Yes," said I, "now you have back your parole." "I think I should like an artichoke for luncheon," said she. "Vinaigrette, you know." And she passed aft, her head hidden by her white parasol, but I knew with chin as high as though she were Marie Antoinette herself. Nor did I feel much happier than had I been her executioner. _ |