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The Time of Roses, a fiction by L. T. Meade |
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Chapter 45. "All The Roses Are Dead" |
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_ CHAPTER XLV. "ALL THE ROSES ARE DEAD" When she awoke she heard someone moving in the room. There was the rustling of a paper and the creak of a chair. "Oh, Mrs. Trevor, have I told you everything?" she said, and she sprang to her feet, the color suffusing her cheeks and her eyes growing bright. "And are you going to send me out into the cold? Are you never going to speak to me again? Are you going to forsake me?" "No, no; sit down," said a voice, and then Florence did indeed color painfully, for Mrs. Trevor was not in the room, but Maurice Trevor stood before the excited girl. "My mother has told me the whole story," he said. He looked perturbed, his voice shook with emotion, and his face was pale, and there was an angry scowl in his eyes. He took Florence's hand and pushed her into a chair. "Sit down," he said. She looked up at him drearily. "All the roses are dead," she said softly; "the time of roses is over." "No, it is not over; it will come back again at the proper season," said Trevor; "and don't think that I--" "But do you know--" "I know," he answered gravely. He bowed his head; then he drew a chair forward. "I must speak to you," he said. "You know everything?" she repeated. "I do," he said. "I am glad you came to mother and told her. It is true I suspected much. You know that passage in Miss Keys's handwriting which I told you about some time ago, and the identically same passage in the newspaper article which was supposed to be yours?--to a great extent my eyes were opened at that time, but not completely." "You look very, very angry," she said. "I am angry," he answered; "but, I think I can say with truth, not with you." "With Bertha?" "Please do not mention her name." "But I have been to blame: I have been terribly weak." "You have been terribly weak; you have been worse. You have done wrong, great wrong; but, Florence--may I call you by your Christian name?--winter comes in every year, but it is followed by spring, and spring is followed by summer, and in summer the roses bloom again, and the time of roses comes back, Florence, and it will come back even to you." "No, no," she said, and she began to sob piteously. "You have been so good, so more than good to me," she said. "If you had known you would have despised me." "If I had known I should have gone straight to Miss Keys and put a stop to this disgraceful thing," was the young man's answer. "I suppose, Florence," he added, after a pause, "you, if you have time to think of me at all, pity me now because I am a penniless man." "Oh, no, no," she replied; "it is not good for people to be too rich. I have quite come to be of that opinion." "Thank God, then, we are both of one way of thinking because God, though He has not given you this special talent, has given you much." "Much," she repeated, vaguely. "Yes," he repeated, speaking earnestly: "He has given you attractiveness, great earnestness of purpose, and oh! a thousand other things. He has at least done this for you, Florence: He has made you so that in all the wide world you are the only woman for me. I can love no one but you, Florence--no one else--no one else, even though you did fall." "You cannot: it is impossible," answered Florence. "You cannot love me now." "I have loved you all through, and this thing does not alter my love. You see, Florence," he added, "it was not the girl who was famous that I cared for. I never did care a bit about the wonderful writing which was supposed to be yours. Far from liking it, I hated it. I never wanted a wife who would be either famous or clever." "And Tom Franks," continued Florence, "only wants me because he thinks me clever. But he will not wish to marry me now." "I only wanted you for yourself. Will you wait for me and let me try to make a home for you, and when I have done that, will you come to me? I am going away to Australia; I have heard of a good post there, and I am going out almost at once, and if things succeed, you and the mother can come to me, and in the meantime will you stay with her and comfort her?" "Oh, you are too good," said poor Florence; but she did not cry now. She clasped her hands and gazed straight into the fire; then she looked up at Trevor with awe. "God must have forgiven me when He sent you to me," she said simply. The next moment he had clasped her in his arms. _ |