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_ A little later, Maria, with a white scarf thrown over her head,
came out of the Hall and passed swiftly along the road under the
young green leaves which were putting out on the trees. When she
reached the whitewashed gate before the Blake cottage she saw
Christopher ploughing in the field on the left of the house, and
turning into the little path which trailed through the tall weeds
beside the "worm" fence, she crossed the yard and stood
hesitating at the beginning of the open furrow he had left behind
him. His gaze was bent upon the horses, and for a moment she
watched him in attentive silence, her eyes dwelling on his
massive figure, which cast a gigantic blue-black shadow across
the April sunbeams. She saw him at the instant with a
distinctness, a clearness of perception, that she had never been
conscious of until to-day, as if each trivial detail in his
appearance was magnified by the pale yellow sunshine through
which she looked upon it. The abundant wheaten-brown hair, waving
from the moist circle drawn by the hat he had thrown aside, the
strong masculine profile burned to a faint terracotta shade from
wind and sun, and the powerful hands knotted and roughened by
heavy labour, all stood out vividly in the mental image which
remained with her when she lowered her eyes.
Aroused by a sound from the house, he looked up and saw her
standing on the edge of the ploughed field, her lace scarf blown
softly in the April wind. After a single minute of breathless
surprise he tossed the long ropes on the ground, and, leaving the
plough, came rapidly across the loose clods of upturned earth.
"Did you come because I was thinking of you?" he asked simply,
with the natural directness which had appealed so strongly to her
fearless nature.
"Were you thinking of me?" her faint smile shone on him for an
instant; "and were your thoughts as grave, I wonder, as my reason
for coming?"
"So you have a reason, then?"
"Did you think I should dare to come without one?"
The light wind caught her scarf, blowing the long ends about her
head. From the frame of soft white lace her eyes looked dark and
solemn and very distant.
"I had hoped that you had no other reason than kindness." He had
lost entirely the rustic restraint he had once felt in her
presence, and, as he stood there in his clothes of dull blue
jean, it was easy to believe in the gallant generations at his
back. Was the fret of their gay adventures in his blood? she
wondered.
"You will see the kindness in my reason, I hope," she answered
quietly, while the glow of her sudden resolution illumined her
face, "and at least you will admit the justice--though belated."
He drew a step nearer. "And it concerns you--and me?" he asked.
"It concerns you--oh, yes, yes, and me also, though very
slightly. I have just learned--just a moment ago--what you must
have thought I knew all along."
As he fell back she saw that he paled slowly beneath his sunburn.
"You have just learned--what?" he demanded.
"The truth," she replied; "as much of the truth as one may learn
in an hour: how it came that you are here and I am there--at the
Hall."
"At the Hall?" he repeated, and there was relief in the quick
breath he drew; "I had forgotten the Hall."
"Forgotten it? Why, I thought it was your dream, your longing,
your one great memory."
Smiling into her eyes, he shook his head twice before he
answered.
"It was all that--once."
"Then it is not so now?" she asked, disappointed, "and what I
have to tell you will lose half its value."
"So it is about the Hall?"
With one hand she held back the fluttering lace upon her bosom,
while lifting the other she pointed across the ploughed fields to
the old gray chimneys huddled amid the budding oaks.
"Does it not make you homesick to stand here and look at it?" she
asked. "Think! For more than two hundred years your people lived
there, and there is not a room within the house, nor a spot upon
the land, that does not hold some sacred association for those of
your name." Startled by the passion in her words, he turned from
the Hall at which he had been gazing.
"What do you mean? " he demanded imperatively. "What do you wish
to say?"
"Look at the Hall and not at me while I tell you. It is this--now
listen and do not turn from it for an instant. Blake Hall--I have
just found it out--will come to me at grandfather's death, and
when it does--when it does I shall return it to your family--the
whole of it, every lovely acre. Oh, don't look at me--look at the
Hall!"
But he looked neither at her nor at the Hall, for his gaze
dropped to the ground and hung blankly upon a clod of dry brown
earth. She saw him grow pale to the lips and dark blue circles
come out slowly about his eyes.
"It is but common justice; you see that," she urged.
At this he raised his head and returned her look.
"And what of Will?" he asked.
Her surprise showed in her face, and at sight of it he repeated
his question with a stubborn insistence: "But what of Will? What
has been done for Will?"
"Oh, I don't know; I don't know. The break is past mending. But
it is not of him that I must speak to you now--it is of yourself.
Don't you see that the terrible injustice has bowed me to the
earth? What am I better than a dependent--a charity ward who has
lived for years upon your money? My very education, my little
culture, the refinements you see in me--these even I have no real
right to, for they belong to your family. While you have worked
as a labourer in the field I have been busy squandering the
wealth which was not mine."
His face grew gentle as he looked at her.
"If the Blake money has made you what you are, then it has not
been utterly wasted," he replied.
"Oh, you don't understand--you don't understand," she repeated,
pressing her hands upon her bosom, as if to quiet her fluttering
breath. "You have suffered from it all along, but it is I who
suffer most to-day--who suffer most because I am upon the side of
the injustice. I can have no peace until you tell me that I may
still do my poor best to make amends--that when your home is mine
you will let me give it back to you."
"It is too late," he answered with bitter humour. "You can't put
a field-hand in a fine house and make him a gentleman. It is too
late to undo what was done twenty years ago. The place can never
be mine again--I have even ceased to want it. Give it to Will."
"I couldn't if I wanted to," she replied; "but I don't want to--I
don't want to. It must go back to you and to your sisters. Do you
think I could ever be owner of it now? Even if it comes to me
when I am an old woman, I shall always feel myself a stranger in
the house, though I should live there day and night for fifty
years. No, no; it is impossible that I should ever keep it for an
instant. It must go back to you and to the Blakes who come after
you."
"There will be no Blakes after me," he answered. "I am the last."
"Then promise me that if the Hall is ever mine you will take it."
"From you? No: not unless I took it to hand on to your brother.
It is an old score that you have brought up--one that lasted
twenty years before it was settled. It is too late to stir up
matters now."
"It is not too late," she said earnestly. "It is never too late
to try to undo a wrong."
"The wrong was not yours; it must never touch you," he replied.
"If my life was as clean as yours, it would, perhaps, not be too
late for me either. Ten years ago I might have felt differently
about it, but not now."
He broke off hurriedly, and Maria, with a hopeless gesture,
turned back into the path.
"Then I shall appeal to your sisters when the time comes," she
responded quietly.
Catching the loose ends of her scarf, he drew her slowly around
until she met his eyes. "And I have said nothing to you--to you,"
he began, in a constrained voice, which he tried in vain to
steady, "because it is so hard to say anything and not say too
much. This, at least, you must know--that I am your servant now
and shall be all my life."
She smiled sadly, looking down at the scarf which was crushed in
his hands.
"And yet you will not grant the wish of my heart," she said.
"How could I? Put me back in the Hall, and I should be as
ignorant and as coarse as I am out here. A labourer is all I am
and all I am fit to be. I once had a rather bookish ambition, you
know, but that is over--I wanted to read Greek and translate 'The
Iliad' and all that--and yet to-day I doubt if I could write a
decent letter to save my soul. It's partly my fault, of course,
but you can't know you could never know--the abject bitterness
and despair of those years when I tried to sink myself to the
level of the brutes--tried to forget that I was any better than
the oxen I drove. No, there's no pulling me up again; such things
aren't lived over, and I'm down for good."
Her tears, which she had held back, broke forth at his words, and
he saw them fall upon her bosom, where her hands were still
tightly clasped.
"And it is all our fault," she said brokenly.
"Not yours, surely."
"It is not too late," she went on passionately, laying her hand
upon his arm and looking up at him with a misty brightness. "Oh,
if you would let me make amends--let me help you!"
"Is there any help?" he asked, with his eyes on the hand upon his
arm.
"If you will let me, I will find it. We will take up your study
where you broke it off--we will come up step by step, even to
Homer, if you like. I am fond of books, you know, and I have had
my fancy for Greek, too. Oh, it will be so easy--so easy; and
when the time comes for you to go back to the Hall, I shall have
made you the most learned Blake of the whole line."
He bent quickly and kissed the hand which trembled on his sleeve.
"Make of me what you please," he said; "I am at your service."
For the second time he saw the wonderful light--the fervour--
illumine her face, and then fade slowly, leaving a still, soft
radiance of expression.
"Then I may teach you all that you haven't learned," she said
with a happy little laugh. "How fortunate that I should have been
born a bookworm. Shall we begin with Greek?"
He smiled. "No; let's start with English--and start low."
"Then we'll do both; but where shall it be? Not at the Hall."
"Hardly. There's a bench, though, down by the poplar spring that
looks as if it were meant to be in school. Do you know the place?
It's in my pasture by the meadow brook?"
"I can find it, and I'll bring the books to-morrow at this hour.
Will you come?"
"To-morrow--and every day?"
"Every day."
For an instant he looked at her in perplexity. "I may as well
tell you," he said at last, "that I'm one of the very biggest
rascals on God's earth. I'm not worth all this, you know; that's
honest."
"And so are you," she called back gaily, as she turned from him
and went rapidly along the little path. _
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