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Chapter 35. What Lady Bernard Thought Of It |
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_ CHAPTER XXXV. WHAT LADY BERNARD THOUGHT OF IT My reader may wonder, that, in my record of these troubles, I have never mentioned Marion. The fact is, I could not bring myself to tell her of them; partly because she was in some trouble herself, from strangers who had taken rooms in the house, and made mischief between her and her grandchildren; and partly because I knew she would insist on going to Lady Bernard; and, although I should not have minded it myself, I knew that nothing but seeing the children hungry would have driven my husband to consent to it. One evening, after it was all over, I told Lady Bernard the story. She allowed me to finish it without saying a word. When I had ended, she still sat silent for a few moments; then, laying her hand on my arm, said,-- My dear child, you were very wrong, as well as very unkind. Why did you not let me know?" "Because my husband would never have allowed me," I answered. "Then I must have a talk with your husband," she said. "I wish you would," I replied; "for I can't help thinking Percivale too severe about such things." The very next day she called, and did have a talk with him in the study to the following effect:-- "I have come to quarrel with you, Mr. Percivale," said Lady Bernard. "I'm sorry to hear it," he returned. "You're the last person I should like to quarrel with, for it would imply some unpardonable fault in me." "It does imply a fault--and a great one," she rejoined; "though I trust not an unpardonable one. That depends on whether you can repent of it." She spoke with such a serious air, that Percivale grew uneasy, and began to wonder what he could possibly have done to offend her. I had told him nothing of our conversation, wishing her to have her own way with him. When she saw him troubled, she smiled. "Is it not a fault, Mr. Percivale, to prevent one from obeying the divine law of bearing another's burden?" "But," said Percivale, "I read as well, that every man shall bear his own burden." "Ah!" returned Lady Bernard; "but I learn from Mr. Conybeare that two different Greek words are there used, which we translate only by the English _burden_. I cannot tell you what they are: I can only tell you the practical result. We are to bear one another's burdens of pain or grief or misfortune or doubt,--whatever weighs one down is to be borne by another; but the man who is tempted to exalt himself over his neighbor is taught to remember that he has his own load of disgrace to bear and answer for. It is just a weaker form of the lesson of the mote and the beam. You cannot get out at that door, Mr. Percivale. I beg you will read the passage in your Greek Testament, and see if you have not misapplied it. You _ought_ to have let me bear your burden." "Well, you see, my dear Lady Bernard," returned Percivale, at a loss to reply to such a vigorous assault, "I knew how it would be. You would have come here and bought pictures you didn't want; and I, knowing all the time you did it only to give me the money, should have had to talk to you as if I were taken in by it; and I really could _not_ stand it." "There you are altogether wrong. Besides depriving me of the opportunity of fulfilling a duty, and of the pleasure and the honor of helping you to bear your burden, you have deprived me of the opportunity of indulging a positive passion for pictures. I am constantly compelled to restrain it lest I should spend too much of the money given me for the common good on my own private tastes; but here was a chance for me! I might have had some of your lovely pictures in my drawing-room now--with a good conscience and a happy heart--if you had only been friendly. It was too bad of you, Mr. Percivale! I am not pretending in the least when I assert that I am really and thoroughly disappointed." "I haven't a word to say for myself," returned Percivale. "You couldn't have said a better," rejoined Lady Bernard; "but I hope you will never have to say it again." "That I shall not. If ever I find myself in any difficulty worth speaking of, I will let you know at once." "Thank you. Then we are friends again. And now I do think I am entitled to a picture,--at least, I think it will be pardonable if I yield to the _very_ strong temptation I am under at this moment to buy one. Let me see: what have you in the slave-market, as your wife calls it?" She bought "The Street Musician," as Percivale had named the picture taken from Dr. Donne. I was more miserable than I ought to have been when I found he had parted with it, but it was a great consolation to think it was to Lady Bernard's it had gone. She was the only one, except my mother or Miss Clare, I could have borne to think of as having become its possessor. He had asked her what I thought a very low price for it; and I judge that Lady Bernard thought the same, but, after what had passed between them, would not venture to expostulate. With such a man as my husband, I fancy, she thought it best to let well alone. Anyhow, one day soon after this, her servant brought him a little box, containing a fine brilliant. "The good lady's kindness is long-sighted," said my husband, as he placed it on his finger. "I shall be hard up, though, before I part with this. Wynnie, I've actually got a finer diamond than Mr. Baddeley! It _is_ a beauty, if ever there was one!" My husband, with all his carelessness of dress and adornment, has almost a passion for stones. It is delightful to hear him talk about them. But he had never possessed a single gem before Lady Bernard made him this present. I believe he is child enough to be happier for it all his life. _ |
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