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_ Mrs. Hurstwood was not aware of any of her husband's moral
defections, though she might readily have suspected his
tendencies, which she well understood. She was a woman upon
whose action under provocation you could never count. Hurstwood,
for one, had not the slightest idea of what she would do under
certain circumstances. He had never seen her thoroughly aroused.
In fact, she was not a woman who would fly into a passion. She
had too little faith in mankind not to know that they were
erring. She was too calculating to jeopardize any advantage she
might gain in the way of information by fruitless clamour. Her
wrath would never wreak itself in one fell blow. She would wait
and brood, studying the details and adding to them until her
power might be commensurate with her desire for revenge. At the
same time, she would not delay to inflict any injury, big or
little, which would wound the object of her revenge and still
leave him uncertain as to the source of the evil. She was a
cold, self-centred woman, with many a thought of her own which
never found expression, not even by so much as the glint of an
eye.
Hurstwood felt some of this in her nature, though he did not
actually perceive it. He dwelt with her in peace and some
satisfaction. He did not fear her in the least--there was no
cause for it. She still took a faint pride in him, which was
augmented by her desire to have her social integrity maintained.
She was secretly somewhat pleased by the fact that much of her
husband's property was in her name, a precaution which Hurstwood
had taken when his home interests were somewhat more alluring
than at present. His wife had not the slightest reason to feel
that anything would ever go amiss with their household, and yet
the shadows which run before gave her a thought of the good of it
now and then. She was in a position to become refractory with
considerable advantage, and Hurstwood conducted himself
circumspectly because he felt that he could not be sure of
anything once she became dissatisfied.
It so happened that on the night when Hurstwood, Carrie, and
Drouet were in the box at McVickar's, George, Jr., was in the
sixth row of the parquet with the daughter of H. B. Carmichael,
the third partner of a wholesale dry-goods house of that city.
Hurstwood did not see his son, for he sat, as was his wont, as
far back as possible, leaving himself just partially visible,
when he bent forward, to those within the first six rows in
question. It was his wont to sit this way in every theatre--to
make his personality as inconspicuous as possible where it would
be no advantage to him to have it otherwise.
He never moved but what, if there was any danger of his conduct
being misconstrued or ill-reported, he looked carefully about him
and counted the cost of every inch of conspicuity.
The next morning at breakfast his son said:
"I saw you, Governor, last night."
"Were you at McVickar's?" said Hurstwood, with the best grace in
the world.
"Yes," said young George.
"Who with?"
"Miss Carmichael."
Mrs. Hurstwood directed an inquiring glance at her husband, but
could not judge from his appearance whether it was any more than
a casual look into the theatre which was referred to.
"How was the play?" she inquired.
"Very good," returned Hurstwood, "only it's the same old thing,
'Rip Van Winkle.'"
"Whom did you go with?" queried his wife, with assumed
indifference.
"Charlie Drouet and his wife. They are friends of Moy's,
visiting here."
Owing to the peculiar nature of his position, such a disclosure
as this would ordinarily create no difficulty. His wife took it
for granted that his situation called for certain social
movements in which she might not be included. But of late he had
pleaded office duty on several occasions when his wife asked for
his company to any evening entertainment. He had done so in
regard to the very evening in question only the morning before.
"I thought you were going to be busy," she remarked, very
carefully.
"So I was," he exclaimed. "I couldn't help the interruption, but
I made up for it afterward by working until two."
This settled the discussion for the time being, but there was a
residue of opinion which was not satisfactory. There was no time
at which the claims of his wife could have been more
unsatisfactorily pushed. For years he had been steadily
modifying his matrimonial devotion, and found her company dull.
Now that a new light shone upon the horizon, this older luminary
paled in the west. He was satisfied to turn his face away
entirely, and any call to look back was irksome.
She, on the contrary, was not at all inclined to accept anything
less than a complete fulfilment of the letter of their
relationship, though the spirit might be wanting.
"We are coming down town this afternoon," she remarked, a few
days later. "I want you to come over to Kinsley's and meet Mr.
Phillips and his wife. They're stopping at the Tremont, and
we're going to show them around a little."
After the occurrence of Wednesday, he could not refuse, though
the Phillips were about as uninteresting as vanity and ignorance
could make them. He agreed, but it was with short grace. He was
angry when he left the house.
"I'll put a stop to this," he thought. "I'm not going to be
bothered fooling around with visitors when I have work to do."
Not long after this Mrs. Hurstwood came with a similar
proposition, only it was to a matinee this time.
"My dear," he returned, "I haven't time. I'm too busy."
"You find time to go with other people, though," she replied,
with considerable irritation.
"Nothing of the kind," he answered. "I can't avoid business
relations, and that's all there is to it."
"Well, never mind," she exclaimed. Her lips tightened. The
feeling of mutual antagonism was increased.
On the other hand, his interest in Drouet's little shop-girl grew
in an almost evenly balanced proportion. That young lady, under
the stress of her situation and the tutelage of her new friend,
changed effectively. She had the aptitude of the struggler who
seeks emancipation. The glow of a more showy life was not lost
upon her. She did not grow in knowledge so much as she awakened
in the matter of desire. Mrs. Hale's extended harangues upon the
subjects of wealth and position taught her to distinguish between
degrees of wealth.
Mrs. Hale loved to drive in the afternoon in the sun when it was
fine, and to satisfy her soul with a sight of those mansions and
lawns which she could not afford. On the North Side had been
erected a number of elegant mansions along what is now known as
the North Shore Drive. The present lake wall of stone and
granitoid was not then in place, but the road had been well laid
out, the intermediate spaces of lawn were lovely to look upon,
and the houses were thoroughly new and imposing. When the winter
season had passed and the first fine days of the early spring
appeared, Mrs. Hale secured a buggy for an afternoon and invited
Carrie. They rode first through Lincoln Park and on far out
towards Evanston, turning back at four and arriving at the north
end of the Shore Drive at about five o'clock. At this time of
year the days are still comparatively short, and the shadows of
the evening were beginning to settle down upon the great city.
Lamps were beginning to burn with that mellow radiance which
seems almost watery and translucent to the eye. There was a
softness in the air which speaks with an infinite delicacy of
feeling to the flesh as well as to the soul. Carrie felt that it
was a lovely day. She was ripened by it in spirit for many
suggestions. As they drove along the smooth pavement an
occasional carriage passed. She saw one stop and the footman
dismount, opening the door for a gentleman who seemed to be
leisurely returning from some afternoon pleasure. Across the
broad lawns, now first freshening into green, she saw lamps
faintly glowing upon rich interiors. Now it was but a chair, now
a table, now an ornate corner, which met her eye, but it appealed
to her as almost nothing else could. Such childish fancies as
she had had of fairy palaces and kingly quarters now came back.
She imagined that across these richly carved entrance-ways, where
the globed and crystalled lamps shone upon panelled doors set
with stained and designed panes of glass, was neither care nor
unsatisfied desire. She was perfectly certain that here was
happiness. If she could but stroll up yon broad walk, cross that
rich entrance-way, which to her was of the beauty of a jewel, and
sweep in grace and luxury to possession and command--oh! how
quickly would sadness flee; how, in an instant, would the
heartache end. She gazed and gazed, wondering, delighting,
longing, and all the while the siren voice of the unrestful was
whispering in her ear.
"If we could have such a home as that," said Mrs. Hale sadly,
"how delightful it would be."
"And yet they do say," said Carrie, "that no one is ever happy."
She had heard so much of the canting philosophy of the grapeless
fox.
"I notice," said Mrs. Hale, "that they all try mighty hard,
though, to take their misery in a mansion."
When she came to her own rooms, Carrie saw their comparative
insignificance. She was not so dull but that she could perceive
they were but three small rooms in a moderately well-furnished
boarding-house. She was not contrasting it now with what she had
had, but what she had so recently seen. The glow of the palatial
doors was still in her eye, the roll of cushioned carriages still
in her ears. What, after all, was Drouet? What was she? At her
window, she thought it over, rocking to and fro, and gazing out
across the lamp-lit park toward the lamp-lit houses on Warren and
Ashland avenues. She was too wrought up to care to go down to
eat, too pensive to do aught but rock and sing. Some old tunes
crept to her lips, and, as she sang them, her heart sank. She
longed and longed and longed. It was now for the old cottage
room in Columbia City, now the mansion upon the Shore Drive, now
the fine dress of some lady, now the elegance of some scene. She
was sad beyond measure, and yet uncertain, wishing, fancying.
Finally, it seemed as if all her state was one of loneliness and
forsakenness, and she could scarce refrain from trembling at the
lip. She hummed and hummed as the moments went by, sitting in
the shadow by the window, and was therein as happy, though she
did not perceive it, as she ever would be.
While Carrie was still in this frame of mind, the house-servant
brought up the intelligence that Mr. Hurstwood was in the parlour
asking to see Mr. and Mrs. Drouet.
"I guess he doesn't know that Charlie is out of town," thought
Carrie.
She had seen comparatively little of the manager during the
winter, but had been kept constantly in mind of him by one thing
and another, principally by the strong impression he had made.
She was quite disturbed for the moment as to her appearance, but
soon satisfied herself by the aid of the mirror, and went below.
Hurstwood was in his best form, as usual. He hadn't heard that
Drouet was out of town. He was but slightly affected by the
intelligence, and devoted himself to the more general topics
which would interest Carrie. It was surprising--the ease with
which he conducted a conversation. He was like every man who has
had the advantage of practice and knows he has sympathy. He knew
that Carrie listened to him pleasurably, and, without the least
effort, he fell into a train of observation which absorbed her
fancy. He drew up his chair and modulated his voice to such a
degree that what he said seemed wholly confidential. He confined
himself almost exclusively to his observation of men and
pleasures. He had been here and there, he had seen this and
that. Somehow he made Carrie wish to see similar things, and all
the while kept her aware of himself. She could not shut out the
consciousness of his individuality and presence for a moment. He
would raise his eyes slowly in smiling emphasis of something, and
she was fixed by their magnetism. He would draw out, with the
easiest grace, her approval. Once he touched her hand for
emphasis and she only smiled. He seemed to radiate an atmosphere
which suffused her being. He was never dull for a minute, and
seemed to make her clever. At least, she brightened under his
influence until all her best side was exhibited. She felt that
she was more clever with him than with others. At least, he
seemed to find so much in her to applaud. There was not the
slightest touch of patronage. Drouet was full of it.
There had been something so personal, so subtle, in each meeting
between them, both when Drouet was present and when he was
absent, that Carrie could not speak of it without feeling a sense
of difficulty. She was no talker. She could never arrange her
thoughts in fluent order. It was always a matter of feeling with
her, strong and deep. Each time there had been no sentence of
importance which she could relate, and as for the glances and
sensations, what woman would reveal them? Such things had never
been between her and Drouet. As a matter of fact, they could
never be. She had been dominated by distress and the
enthusiastic forces of relief which Drouet represented at an
opportune moment when she yielded to him. Now she was persuaded
by secret current feelings which Drouet had never understood.
Hurstwood's glance was as effective as the spoken words of a
lover, and more. They called for no immediate decision, and
could not be answered.
People in general attach too much importance to words. They are
under the illusion that talking effects great results. As a
matter of fact, words are, as a rule, the shallowest portion of
all the argument. They but dimly represent the great surging
feelings and desires which lie behind. When the distraction of
the tongue is removed, the heart listens.
In this conversation she heard, instead of his words, the voices
of the things which he represented. How suave was the counsel of
his appearance! How feelingly did his superior state speak for
itself! The growing desire he felt for her lay upon her spirit
as a gentle hand. She did not need to tremble at all, because it
was invisible; she did not need to worry over what other people
would say--what she herself would say--because it had no
tangibility. She was being pleaded with, persuaded, led into
denying old rights and assuming new ones, and yet there were no
words to prove it. Such conversation as was indulged in held the
same relationship to the actual mental enactments of the twain
that the low music of the orchestra does to the dramatic incident
which it is used to cover.
"Have you ever seen the houses along the Lake Shore on the North
Side?" asked Hurstwood.
"Why, I was just over there this afternoon--Mrs. Hale and I.
Aren't they beautiful?"
"They're very fine," he answered.
"Oh, me," said Carrie, pensively. "I wish I could live in such a
place."
"You're not happy," said Hurstwood, slowly, after a slight pause.
He had raised his eyes solemnly and was looking into her own. He
assumed that he had struck a deep chord. Now was a slight chance
to say a word in his own behalf. He leaned over quietly and
continued his steady gaze. He felt the critical character of the
period. She endeavoured to stir, but it was useless. The whole
strength of a man's nature was working. He had good cause to
urge him on. He looked and looked, and the longer the situation
lasted the more difficult it became. The little shop-girl was
getting into deep water. She was letting her few supports float
away from her.
"Oh," she said at last, "you mustn't look at me like that."
"I can't help it," he answered.
She relaxed a little and let the situation endure, giving him
strength.
"You are not satisfied with life, are you?"
"No," she answered, weakly.
He saw he was the master of the situation--he felt it. He
reached over and touched her hand.
"You mustn't," she exclaimed, jumping up.
"I didn't intend to," he answered, easily.
She did not run away, as she might have done. She did not
terminate the interview, but he drifted off into a pleasant field
of thought with the readiest grace. Not long after he rose to
go, and she felt that he was in power.
"You mustn't feel bad," he said, kindly; "things will straighten
out in the course of time."
She made no answer, because she could think of nothing to say.
"We are good friends, aren't we?" he said, extending his hand.
"Yes," she answered.
"Not a word, then, until I see you again."
He retained a hold on her hand.
"I can't promise," she said, doubtfully.
"You must be more generous than that," he said, in such a simple
way that she was touched.
"Let's not talk about it any more," she returned.
"All right," he said, brightening.
He went down the steps and into his cab. Carrie closed the door
and ascended into her room. She undid her broad lace collar
before the mirror and unfastened her pretty alligator belt which
she had recently bought.
"I'm getting terrible," she said, honestly affected by a feeling
of trouble and shame. "I don't seem to do anything right."
She unloosed her hair after a time, and let it hang in loose
brown waves. Her mind was going over the events of the evening.
"I don't know," she murmured at last, "what I can do."
"Well," said Hurstwood as he rode away, "she likes me all right;
that I know."
The aroused manager whistled merrily for a good four miles to his
office an old melody that he had not recalled for fifteen years. _
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