Act 1 Scene 6

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_ ACT I SCENE VI

The PROTOSOVS' drawing-room.

KARENIN and LISA.

KARENIN (sitting chair R.). He's promised me definitely, and I'm sure he'll keep to it.

LISA (sitting chair R. C.). I'm rather ashamed to confess it, Victor, but since I found out about this--this gypsy, I feel completely free of him. Of course, I am not in the least jealous, but knowing this makes me see that I owe him nothing more. Am I clear to you, I wonder?

KARENIN (coming closer to her). Yes, dear, I think I'll always understand you.

LISA (smiling). Don't interrupt me, but let me speak as I think. The thing that tortured me most was I seemed to love both of you at once, and that made me seem so indecent to myself.

KARENIN (incredulously amused). You indecent?

LISA (continuing). But since I've found out that there's another woman, that he doesn't need me any more, I feel free, quite free of him. And now I can say truthfully, I love you. Because everything is clear in my soul. My only worry is the divorce, and all the waiting to be gone through before we can---- Ah, that's torturing.

KARENIN. Dearest, everything will be settled soon. After all, he's promised, and I've asked my secretary to go to him with the petition and not to leave until he's signed it. Really, sometimes, if I didn't know him as I do, I'd think he was trying on purpose to discomfort us.

LISA. No. No. It's, only the same weakness and honesty fighting together in him. He doesn't want to lie. However, I'm sorry you sent him money.

KARENIN. If I hadn't, it might have delayed things. Lisa. I know, but money seems so ugly.

KARENIN (slightly ruffled). I hardly think it's necessary to be so delicate with Fedya.

LISA. Perhaps, perhaps. (Smiling.) But don't you think we are becoming very selfish?

KARENIN. Maybe. But it's all your fault, dear. After all, this hopelessness and waiting, to think of being happy at last! I suppose happiness does make us selfish.

LISA. Don't believe you're alone in your happiness or selfishness. I am so filled with joy it makes me almost afraid. Misha's all right, your mother loves me, and above all, you are here, close to me, loving me as I love you.

KARENIN (bending over her and searching her eyes). You're sure you've no regret?

LISA. From the day I found out about that gypsy woman, my mind underwent a change that has set me free.

KARENIN. You're sure?

[Kissing her hands.]

LISA (passionately). Darling, I've only one desire now, and that is to have you forget the past and love as I do.

[Her little boy toddles in R., sees them and stops.]

[To the child.]

Come here, my sweetheart.

[He goes to her and she takes him on her knees.]

KARENIN. What strange contradictory instincts and desires make up our beings!

LISA. Why?

KARENIN (slowly). I don't know. When I came back from abroad, knew I'd lost you, I was unhappy, terribly. Yet, it was enough for me to learn that you at least remembered me. Afterward, when we became friends, and you were kind to me, and into our friendship wavered a spark of something more than friendship, ah, I was almost happy! Only one thing tormented me: fear that such a feeling wronged Fedya. Afterwards, when Fedya tortured you so, I saw I could help. Then a certain definite hope sprang up in me. And later, when he became impossible and you decided to leave him, and I showed you my heart for the first time, and you didn't say no, but went away in tears--then I was happy through and through. Then came the possibility of joining our lives. Mamma loved you. You told me you loved me, that Fedya was gone out of your heart, out of your life forever, and there was only, only me.... Ah, Lisa, for what more could I ask! Yet the past tortured me. Awful fancies would flush up into my happiness, turning it all into hatred for your past.

LISA (interrupting reproachfully). Victor!

KARENIN. Forgive me, Lisa. I only tell you this because I don't want to hide a single thought from you. I want you to know how bad I am, and what a weakness I've got to fight down. But don't worry, I'll get past it. It's all right, dear. (He bends over, kissing the child on the head.) And I love him, too.

LISA. Dearest, I'm so happy. Everything has happened in my heart to make it as you'd wish.

KARENIN. All?

LISA. All, beloved, or I never could say so.

[Enter the NURSE L. U.]

NURSE. Your secretary has come back.

[LISA and KARENIN exchange glances.]

LISA. Show him in here, nurse, and take Misha, will you?

NURSE. Come along, my pet. It's time for your rest.

[Exit NURSE with the little boy, R.]

KARENIN (gets up, walks to the door). This will be Fedya's answer.

LISA (kissing Karenin). At last, at last we shall know when. (She kisses him.)

[Enter VOZNESENSKY L. U.]

KARENIN. Well?

SECRETARY. He's not there, sir.

KARENIN. Not there? He's not signed the petition, then?

SECRETARY. No. But here is a letter addressed to you and Elizaveta Protosova.

[Takes letter from his pocket and gives it to KARENIN.]

KARENIN (interrupting angrily). More excuses, more excuses. It's perfectly outrageous. How without conscience he is. Really, he has lost every claim to----

LISA. But read the letter, dear; see what he says.

[KARENIN opens the letter.]

SECRETARY. Shall you need me, sir?

Karenin. No. That's all. Thank you.

[Exit SECRETARY. KARENIN reads the letter growing astonishment and concern. LISA watches his face.]

(Reading.)

"Lisa, Victor, I write you both without using terms of
endearment, since I can't feel them, nor can I conquer a
sense of bitterness and reproach, self-reproach principally,
when I think of you together in your love. I know, in spite
of being the husband, I was also the barrier, preventing you
from coming earlier to one another. C'est moi qui suis
l'intrue. I stood in your way, I worried you to death. Yet
I can't help feeling bitterly, coldly, toward you. In one
way I love both of you, especially Lisa Lizenska, but in
reality I am more than cold toward you. Yes, it's unjust,
isn't it, but to change is impossible."

LISA. What's all that for?

KARENIN (standing L. of table C., continuing).

"However, to the point. I am going to fulfill your wishes in perhaps a little different way from what you desire. To lie, to act a degrading comedy, to bribe women of the streets for evidence--the ugliness of it all disgusts me. I am a bad man, but this despicable thing I am utterly unable to do. My solution is after all the simplest. You must marry to be happy. I am the obstacle, consequently that obstacle must be removed."

LISA (R. of table). Victor!

KARENIN (reading). Must be removed? "By the time this letter reaches you, I shall no longer exist. All I ask you is to be happy, and whenever you think of me, think tender thoughts. God bless you both. Good-bye. FEDYA."

LISA. He's killed himself!

KARENIN (going hurriedly up stage L. and calls of). My secretary! Call back my secretary!

LISA. Fedya! Fedya, darling!

KARENIN. Lisa!

LISA. It's not true! It's not true that I've stopped loving him! He's the only man in all the world I love! And now I've killed him! I've killed him as surely as if I'd murdered him with my own two hands!

KARENIN. Lisa, for God's sake!

LISA. Stop it! Don't come near me! Don't be angry with me, Victor. You see I, too, cannot lie!

[CURTAIN] _

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